What about now?

I am a member of a team, and I rely on the team, I defer to it and sacrifice for it, because the team, not the individual, is the ultimate champion. - Brinna Scurry

I'm back and I'm really not proud of myself. This matter has been in my mind since last week and I want to get it off my chest right now. So I have been asking myself this question: Why did I act out of the fun of it, Why didn't I think before doing, Why did I caused it. Yes, I put the total blame on myself and I also feel bad that I talked back to them. ( You don't have to know who are they. ) Why was I so stupid to talk back to them? I know they only meant well, and I made assumptions of them f**king me up. Oh wells, It's a good lesson learnt, I want to say thank you to them for waking me up earlier because I'm sure this matter might happen again in the near future. I'm sorry and I won't let this happen again. I will be Mr. Super nice from now on and yes, with the thoughts of others before mine. I'm sorry if I have been a bastard from the past and I promise I will make it up for you, and please tell me if I really did offended you. I want to change for the better. :D

So school this week have been very chiong, first time I survived this year without using MSN for a day, how awesome is that? :/ Studying straight to the early hours is really quite a good experience. Now, I really find studying very 'IN'! Haha, what's wrong with me?! Turning into a geek already?! Oh wells, this would surely make a good start. ;)

Lessons these days have been funny too, especially during A-maths class. Ric lee and friends will be shouting random hokkien words out of nowhere. His way of saying it is just erm... WIN! Also, Ben ng ah ... Ever since he got his I-phone, he have been always using it in class. Whenever he sits beside me during class, he would take out and touch here and there. Guess he is trying to make me jealous, but I ain't. :D

So to sum up the mid point of the week, Monday was my last session at TSA and I am really going to miss the people there, especially Rui. Hope he will find a partner and quit smoking. :) And today will be the last day I will actually have 'long' hair. Decided to try something new and I'm going to shave it off in hours time. So yeah. See you peeps! <3


Yes, I will miss tsa :(


29/01/10 I had long hair on this day!

It's Empty.

“A boy is a magical creature, you can lock him out of your workshop, but you can’t lock him out of your heart. You can get him out of your study, but you can’t get him out of your mind.”
- Unknown

woohoo! 4-0 against Hull City and guess who scores all of it?! Wayne Rooney. I was so happy that I screamed whenever they scored with the results of my dad having to come out and scold me. :P Everything was perfect in the game, the way the players controlled the ball. I was just trying to see how the players dribble here and there to shake off defenders. I want to change my own play to a winger, not a defender anymore. Stepovers - partial fail. Finishing - partial fail. Dribbling - partial fail. Controlling - epic fail. ): Nvm, I will show you all what I can do with my Mercurial Vapor. Just you see....

Nani dribbling the ball with pace and control

And yesterday was first meeting with the sec 1s. Honestly speaking, satisfied with the no. of sec 1s, even though they are only around 10. Just hope that all of them will stay. After meeting we had gangshow planning, and think it went pretty well in terms of it being a productive session.

Making my jrs take their shirts off during the game. :D

Today was very slack too, went to gym for the first time in like 2 weeks and it went pretty well okay. Went somewhere finding birthday gifts for friends for one to two hours, and guess what awesome thing happened?! $46 gone in that one to two hours. Went out of house with $49 and came back with $3. Heartpain siah. Those who get the gifts better give me something for my birthday ah. ;)

Darn, now my wallet is empty, what to eat tomorrow??? :( Maybe I will just go hungry and slim down more. HAHA! Stopping here and have a fun week ahead :D

Bleh!

In your quest for honour, when you complain, the least you can get is sarcasm and the most you can get is pitty.

- Philippos

Hey people, I'm back and many things to say.

Firstly, I win Ben Ng in 2.4km!!!! Planned to run with him throughout the run but something funny happened in the last round. I can hear him panting heavily and then telling me while running, 'Wa Shit, Stomach Cramp....'. Maybe it's because of the dumpling he ate 1 lesson before the run, HAHA! Then saw him slowing down and stopping, I just can't stop when the finishing is just a few hundred metres away, so I just pang-sei-ed him. And it turn out that I finished the run 1 second to 5 points!!! So I just beg the teacher damn badly that he had to give me 10:40. YAY, for the first time I get below 11 minutes :D 40 secs improvement from last run, so should I give it another 40 secs improvement next week to make a three digit? :/

Another was when I received my amaths test paper back today, I was at first filled with confidence I got a distinction, but guess what? HALF A MARK TO DISTINCTION... WTF LAH !!!! But only 2 people in class got the distinction, so don't have to worry too much about it :P



So these days have been very slack and not very productive in terms of revision. Starting to feel that 'slack' already. How? Just take rest loh, will start that hardcore part next week :D So was planning to do revision of what I learnt in school today when I come back home. But was so damn tired that I went back to school to watch the kiwi cup, which I wasn't disappointed by the results with our A/B div ruggers winning RI 12-8. Haha, worth the time but lost 6-3 to RI in the C div match.




Me waving the school flag. :D

Oh wells, time to call it a day. Decide to sleep everyday at 11pm after Bryan Chong said I had panda eyes. Gosh, I don't want to have dark rings siah :(

Rearmament?

Very demoralized after seeing my poa test marks, 4.5/10. Damn! But today's a-maths test was very manageable, likely to get a distinction, I'm very sure of it! Rearmament of my confidence and momentum it is and I'm going to conquer chem and phy test later this week. ;)

Played soccer today and find myself again very shitty recently. Where was that good form I had last year?! Down the drain or what? Another chance tomorrow to play to rediscover that hiding potential. Come back to me please :( And tomorrow is 2.4km run, aiming for a more ambitious 10:30 min this time and sure of it to happen after last weeks run of 11:20 was of course not my best, but proud that I did improve like 3-4 mins from last year. I remember I only just passed the run last year by a few seconds. So yeah, Destroy my limit! ;)

Today was funny too. When I was sitting down with Jeric outside the class talking, saw a wild Pavi walking pass and decided to be random with him. I just called out his name and asked him to fuck my life, and guess what did he replied? ' ENOUGH! ' Just too funny and another one was when me and Zaid went over to his junior asking him for his newpaper. Zaid flipped the pages wanting to look at the tennis results and pointed out to me the picture of maria sharapova and telling me what nice bust she has. -.-'' When his junior left, Zaid came to me with a funny reaction and told me ' O crap, I forgot see the results. '

Haha, nothing much to say already. Going to study history now. Good bye :D

Immabee

Success is like an untamed horse in rodeo. The point is not just to get on it but to be prepared to struggle and stay on it.

- Philippos

Back from cca display, and went 38 hours without sleep. Woke up today without knowing I went to sleep yesterday. I think I thought of lying on bed for just a few mins before coming online, but it ended up in waking up the next day at 8am. =.=''

Think this year cca display was quite okay, not very fantastic or very fail. But I feel that this year's sec 1 batch is pretty much fail in the way that they are no different from doing things like a girl. Seeing the camp teacher making them do push up and stuff really cheers me up alot. ;)

Played soccer earlier yesterday and was off target lots of time, but the shot was still good in terms of having power and pace on it. Unlike wearing a mercurial vapor to play, I think I am worse than before when playing with a mercurial vapor. Yes, I feel much better when running, but controlling the ball is so hard that the ball keep slipping away from me. :( Needs to get used to it asap too.


Me kicking a ball bare-footed. Ben Ng looks jealous of what I can do :D

Screw the first class hike report. Don't know to do the maps with no photoshop and stuff. Deadline on Monday and just have to do this and that advanced scout standard is mine. Go YewYong! :D

Amaths and Physics test next week, omg lah! Going to tuition now, going to find a map to finish that damn report when I come back. See ya. ;)


Xuan Ming doing what he does best in his natural habitat. :)

American Idiot.

The only time success comes before work is in the dictionary.

- Unknown

Hi, just going to do this post for the sake of killing away the bore. And yes while I was studying just now, I became very bored and decided to camwhore. ( HAHA! Am I starting to have that girl culture of camwhoring already? :O ) Yeah my new picture at the top right of my blog, yes that one. ;)

Today was quite a funny day. Such that Danapal said the lyrics for the national anthem, think he said ' Sema-Sema ' or something. I did see Jimmy Koh behind him putting that grim on his face. HAHA! And when Jimmy Koh was telling us disciplinary stuff, he said we are supposed to return our plates and 'COCKS' after we finish eating. Omg, no wonder our school's English isn't that good with this staffs in the school.

Then during soccer during recess, quite happy with the way I played. Played counter-attacking as a defender and going up sometimes to help out in attack. And guess what happened?! I gave an assist to my team mate which he scored a 'dummy' against our fellow scout Sean Loo. Haha.

And I don't know why, I am starting to love Green Day all over again, listening to their previous albums revived that love. And I didn't go for their concert today :( Please come back again to Singapore ( Even though they might never come back again )

Oh wells, need to go to school early tomorrow to open the den for PLC. So going to sleep now. Away for CCA display tomorrow, it will be overnight and will come back on Saturday. Nothing else more to say, that's all. I need my beauty sleep, goodbye :D

Making the breakthrough.

Hello :)

Winners take chance like everyone else, They fear failing, but they refuse to let fear control them - Koh Beng Chuan ( My POA teacher )

So same day in school, nothing much interesting other than the recent 'O' level results. Not surprised that my seniors all got good grades (to me it is good, I don't care about your expectations :P) I feel super scared of this, whether my studying methods are good. What if it fails? I don't know, we'll just see in CA to see if it works out according to plan. ;) TSA yesterday was erm, let's say funny. Rui asked me and ben to follow him up to the third floor and help him out, took a break after exercising and chatting. Abit disturbing but many interesting stories from him ;)

And now I decided to put up rules for myself to control myself from temptation. Maybe I will give somebody a treat whenever I break one of the rule, I won't lie because liars go to hell. So now, let's just stick with studying for 3 or more hours everyday.

Did an English compre and only managed to finish one passage when everyone had completed already. Mdm Jeya asked what's wrong with me and gave me the curious and suspicious look. So this is the actual chat from what I can remember.

Mdm Jeya: What's wrong with you?

Me: Ma'am, I'm sorry. I'm really tired and doing a compre at 1+pm is really tough to
keep the concentration there.

Mdm Jeya: So what were you doing? (She raised an eyebrow)

Me: Studying, maths and stuff.

Mdm Jeya: Oh, so you study everything other than your language, you think your
language isn't important?

Me: Ma'am, I studied for your test on friday already, I really did put in effort to revise what you thought us.

Mdm Jeya: ( Scold scold, and just let me bring home the compre to do :D )

So yeah, I completed the work already and now doing revision. POA test tomorrow, need to get A1. Oh wells, I shall go and do my sit-ups before continuing.

Sorry there isn't pictures too, will try to upload it in my next blog :D

Days to Come.

The wheel of fortune. One snap, you get it. Another, it's taken away. - Xenon

Happy birthday to SA 'star' Scout Group, 90th will rock us soon ;)
Happy birthday to Joseph Lee.

Can't say I'm very stress from studying hard these few days, this is just a small part of it. I'm very sure. Let's wait for the climax, shall we? :D

So yesterday was 85th anniversary dinner and I have to say it was fun, with the ventures doing loads of funny acts. But was disappointed with the fact that Vincent Lim never said we worked very hard or stuff, he said it was cubs instead. Fine, at least we know we worked the hardest right? We don't need compliments from people, we just have to know that we did it, so stay cool. ;) Had not seen most of the ventures for quite a long time and it will be great we will be joining them in like around 2 months?


Lyndon and Barry.


Balloons.

Went to both sp and np yesterday even though went to np on friday already. Knew more about the course that I might go to. ( If I fail to get into SAJC lah! ) And got more free gifts, donuts, nescafe, and many more cool stuffs.


Free gifts!!!! Not including the ones I got from yesterday.

Oh wells, I guess that should be enough for the day. Bye :D

Two Is Better Than One.

Yeah school started this week and it was quite okay, I supposed. Really paid attention every lesson and really regretted not doing so last year :( Many changes from last year, especially having new teachers :D Out with the flops and in with the good. So this are the list of my teachers this year:

English - Mdm Jeya ( Don't know who, but think is way better than Julia Huang)
Maths - Alex Lim (Since class was split for maths, can learn much better with less ppl)
Chinese - Some young teacher ( YAY, THE MOST HAPPY THING EVER, NO MORE PPT! )
SS - Koh Yong Mong ( Really glad hes teaching 4s1 again )
History - Lam Wai Long ( Joker and really good teacher, will never sleep for history ever again :D )
A-Maths - Yeo See Wan ( Haha, also a good teacher but very short memory, hope she stops checking on my hair length forever too! )
POA - Koh Beng Chuan ( His class seems to have more humor these days, he is way funnier than last time, Ben Koh and Shawn lee are now funny too )
Chem - Tan Shang Chai ( Haiya, jialat, I don't think she can teach really good but I will put extra attention to do well in this! )
Physics - Gordon Goh/ Daniel Thiam ( Two jokers I guess, haha, that's why two is always better than one :) )


My shadow during sunrise :D

Okay, got to go back to revising my Chemistry now, and Chinese common test next week, Gosh! Okay, won't be really blogging often now, maybe one post in 3-4 days. Don't miss me though ;) Just give me a call if you really miss me very much and I will be there to talk to you ;D

Going to poly the next 2 days and 85th anniversary dinner on Sat, really little time to study now :( Haiz, I will always find a way out, don't worry for your hero here. Care for yourself more :D Take Care, Enjoy~

That's what you get!

Yay, school tomorrow and with homework still undone :) Left with chemistry ( which i will do during class :) ) and history though ( which I'm going to do right now! ). If only Hitler wasn't a god damn bastard earlier, we all wouldn't have to take history as a damn subject. Stupid Hitler.....


The English homework that I rushed through earlier today!

So anyway, Look at what I've got!



Haha, no worries people, your dear idol here shall play even better soccer this days, just you wait and see ;) So went to JA house yesterday and played GH with his very very annoying brother :( Then JA wanted to make a fan club out of me. ( I know I very awesome lah, but no need so hardcore that you have to make a fan club of me, right? ) So when I got home, I saw that group being made and photos that were made unglam from the glam me. It really embarrass me alot, to be honest, but quite happy that I really got fans lah !


JA with the 'short' hair.

Got to sleep early tonight, like at 11pm +, I don't know but hope to settle my homework stuff a.s.a.p. Anyway, happy school days again! ;)

Throw it away; Forget Yesterday

It's HEREEE!!! 2010 !!! The year that would surely be memorable and a wacky one, I swear. ;) May all my resolutions and yours come true too. Okay, this is just like being given a new book with blank pages and waiting for it to be filled second by second. Walao, I damn draggy siah, back to what happened today.

So today's plan was actually to go to Jordan's house to play GH, but a last minute message from him saying that he needs to go out with his family just screwed it up! >:( So suggested going to explore henderson waves, I guess.

The place was rather okay lah, scenery and stuff all quite nice, very unlike Singapore to the max.


Aiyoyo, couples should stand closer :)


Okay, I know I look like a douchebag after that haircut, just keep ur comments to urself, thanks!



Hmm.. that's all the fun we had I guess. Should I hang out with friends again or go back to geeky mode tomorrow??? Hmm, nvm. Have a happy new year!