What about now?

I am a member of a team, and I rely on the team, I defer to it and sacrifice for it, because the team, not the individual, is the ultimate champion. - Brinna Scurry

I'm back and I'm really not proud of myself. This matter has been in my mind since last week and I want to get it off my chest right now. So I have been asking myself this question: Why did I act out of the fun of it, Why didn't I think before doing, Why did I caused it. Yes, I put the total blame on myself and I also feel bad that I talked back to them. ( You don't have to know who are they. ) Why was I so stupid to talk back to them? I know they only meant well, and I made assumptions of them f**king me up. Oh wells, It's a good lesson learnt, I want to say thank you to them for waking me up earlier because I'm sure this matter might happen again in the near future. I'm sorry and I won't let this happen again. I will be Mr. Super nice from now on and yes, with the thoughts of others before mine. I'm sorry if I have been a bastard from the past and I promise I will make it up for you, and please tell me if I really did offended you. I want to change for the better. :D

So school this week have been very chiong, first time I survived this year without using MSN for a day, how awesome is that? :/ Studying straight to the early hours is really quite a good experience. Now, I really find studying very 'IN'! Haha, what's wrong with me?! Turning into a geek already?! Oh wells, this would surely make a good start. ;)

Lessons these days have been funny too, especially during A-maths class. Ric lee and friends will be shouting random hokkien words out of nowhere. His way of saying it is just erm... WIN! Also, Ben ng ah ... Ever since he got his I-phone, he have been always using it in class. Whenever he sits beside me during class, he would take out and touch here and there. Guess he is trying to make me jealous, but I ain't. :D

So to sum up the mid point of the week, Monday was my last session at TSA and I am really going to miss the people there, especially Rui. Hope he will find a partner and quit smoking. :) And today will be the last day I will actually have 'long' hair. Decided to try something new and I'm going to shave it off in hours time. So yeah. See you peeps! <3


Yes, I will miss tsa :(


29/01/10 I had long hair on this day!