This week have been the same again, just that I really find myself not willing to break that 'wall' inside of me or not able to get hold of it. Yeah, so these two departments are: physical,emotional. Paragraph by paragraph okay? ;)
Physical- So I went to gym and was just trying to focus mainly on thighs and biceps and spent lots of time improving on it. So after about 1 hour, while I was carrying weights, I just dropped it on to the floor. I just lost control and really felt that I could have persevered longer by holding on. But no. :( So it is just a unproductive session in the gym, for my biceps but not the thigh. Along the way, met my PE teacher in the gym too.:)
Emotional- So got back my English results this week and was really shocked to see myself failing by 3 marks. I thought I would scrape through but I didn't. Adding insult to injury, while walking down the corridor, my English teacher walk pass me and some my friends, telling them that look happy with their results, as of me she said ' You don't seem happy about your results.' Anger got the better of me and I replied in a care-less voice, ' Abu-den' and just walked away. Haiz, seems that I could have done better in that scenario but just felt that I lost. Anyway, with like 7-8 months left on the calender, I decided to seek help with tuition in English. Just hope I could get a B4 in my 'O'.
Anyway, forget about it and just moving on, went to JJ house for his birthday party and he is really such a friend and brother to have. He always makes me laugh and hopefully, I can get him a present. Its quite funny to see ourselves together at sec 4 when we first met in P2.
Yes, just a happy 16th to you. :)
Flag day, Ventures meeting, Investiture coming up later. Okay guess I have to go, its almost 8. Will post later tonight again. ;)
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