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Hey people, I think this will be the long and last post before the MYE. Time is limited and work is unlimited. But I'm not aiming for distinctions, to be honest. I just want to get my basics right. Simple, and having 4 months to improve on what is not done yet is enough. Today was a productive session, I finished Physics and did lots of amaths practice. Now working on history notes before I turn into bed. My birthday is 2 weeks away, no celebrations. Most probably I will throw a party next year, a small one. But, I think nobody actually remembers my birthday. So.... it's good to be left unnoticed. Oh oh, I have a wishlist too. I shall name them all, haha. =P

• Zinc Backpack
• Iphone
• Ipad
• Ipod
• Itouch
• White converse shoes
• White FBT (DON'T ASK ME WHY I WANT IT, I JUST THINK ITS SEXY)
• White top tights.
• Ten years series.(Yeah lah, I'm a nerd lah!)
• Adidas Watch
• Spongebob Squarepants Boxers.
• Heineken Singlet
• A card? Haha, this is the most thoughtful I think. (: 

Haha, if you give me a present, I will be grateful. Haha, I will be nice to you and remember, I will be legal then. ;)
Ah damn, I need to get off the comp. I want to ditch it, its too much of a distraction to me. Taking 20 minutes break and studying 40 minutes in an hour is pathetic, trust me. Fuck lah, I just want the time when the invigilator during my final paper says, ' stop writing.' And then all hell breaks loose. (:



Study date, anybody? Haha, that's all for now. ;)

You got to smile for this love.

I need an answer. Why do I have a fetish for blogging this week? It's my third post in 4 days and you guys should appreciate it, considering the fact I dig out some of my time from studying into doing this. Haha, just joking. Its just that its so exciting every now and then that I have to pen it all down. =P Tomorrow is sports day. I made a stupid decision a few days ago. I shouldn't have said no to Glen. I could be running tomorrow on the track for the first time in my school career but it looks out of reach now. Well , its my last sports day and I should do something productive. Like volunteering? Haha! I will continue to be a good kid. Because this chances don't come once only, maybe I will be running during JC. And someone make a decision for me, I have three houses, Venn, Hose, Gomes. What colour should I wear tomorrow? Most probably I will go for red. I love red. =D

And I noticed I have a super power. Everybody around me always laugh or smile. I don't know why though, are they laughing at me?! Because I think that's the best answer I can give myself. Well, it gives me pleasure to see you all have a wide smile. It's just standard SA guy. The rubbish that we learn in school. That's why you should date a SA guy if you are a girl, not some neighborhood school guy. =D And it's funny today, I was talking to Ben when one of us dragged my dad into the conversation. Haha, talking about how funny he is. Ohoh! And Cheryl Cole too!!! You can't blame us, you are just a dumbass if you say shes ugly. And most probably I will be going to SCGS campfire, if I have no other dates. I told Jeric at first that I don't want to go. But I can't break my promise. I never go back on my words. Trust me. And he told me to move on after he heard that I have fear of going for campfires. He said, ' Life is like a train, it don't stop for anyone and whatever happens, you still go on.' That's true. And if you are not worried for MT 'O' level, you are out of your mind. I'm FUCKING WORRIED!

And its yellow here by coldplay! =D See you!

This new chapter.

Okay, so far so good. I think I was a good boy today in school. Hmm, lets list out all the good things.

1. I greeted all my teachers. (:
2. I queued up while buying my food. (:
3. I returned my plate, and for some others too. (:
4. I never said any vulgarities. (or did I?) (:
5. I smiled throughout the whole day. (:
6. I didn't talk back to my teacher. (:
7. I taught other people things they are unsure of during lessons. (:
8. I never scold anybody. (:
9. I never go to the toilet during class. (:
10. I told my teacher that I didn't study for the test. I was being honest. (:
11. I said sorry to someone for saying harsh things. (:
12. I was a 'yes-man' today. (:

Haha, but the day started off badly. First thing in the morning after assembly, Finosh called me up and punished me for things that I didn't do.  What the hell? But I explained things to him and he allowed me to resume with lessons. Haha, had 2 test and should be able to pass even though I didn't study the day before. So my plans for this week is to just study non-stop. Its just 2 weeks to the mid-year and 3 weeks to my birthday. My Saturday is finally free, now that I am free from scout activities. I don't feel like going for any campfire this Saturday. I don't want any nightmares to haunt me. Oh oh, and I want to learn the guitar, I want to play it while singing to my love one some night. Haha. That's all folks, and I don't know why I am blogging. All right, back to studying. Bye.

Happy Birthday Terence, stay as the big guy that I will always know. :)

Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said that it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start

Thanks for the memories.

I've been a potato today. All I could do was lying on bed thinking of all the 'what if'. This certainly didn't reach everybody's expectations, only way below that mark. I just gave what I had on that night, even though I was disabled with a lousy throat on the day itself for no apparent reasons. I had nothing to say about last night anymore. A thank you is the least I can give you guys, for the memories spent together. I won't forget this 4 years no matter what. Just answers to my questions that came to my mind today is what I want, not related to the gangshow in any ways. Thanks for the memories. This is a good learning experience. Thank you Mr Ang And Aung sir for knocking some sense to me after the gangshow. And to the ventures. (: I will smile.

'If you think you are going to fail, you failed already.' - Adam

Ps: To the next batch, your gangshow won't be a failure like this year.  I will amend my failure by helping you guys, rest assured, even if I had left or whatever. :)

Gangshow 2010, 17 April.

'To learn your mistakes will you be successful, if you haven't you are a failure.'

'If you already done your best, you can give yourself a pat on the shoulder.'

I'm sorry, I already tried, but it just wasn't good enough. Before it started, it seems I'm the only one with high confidence and yet I'm the only one who shed tears at the end. It felt like I had lost the 'finals'. I was just disappointed with myself. I let everyone down. What I want is to move on, but it isn't easy. It was supposed to be our night, but I had to be the one to screw up your efforts. I know you guys did loads of shit into this and you guys deserved big returns. I am fucking sorry, I shouldn't even be the emcee in the first place. Well, our chance is gone.  I want to forget this day but it will just be that ugly piece of memory that will never get off my back.


Forgive me.

Up and On!

There's nothing to be ashamed of. SA shall always have something that they will never have, and that's school spirit, which makes me not regretting being in this school. Everything is history, and you have no power in changing any of it. What we can do is just forgive and forget, no matter they are pussys or whatever, because we have no rights to hate them. We might have lost by 1 point, but in our hearts, we know we are the true champions of our own hearts and medals are just tokens of appreciation. We will always be pluming wings for higher flight, and definitely  
Up and On!

This will be my last post before our 'finals', and i am still not ready for it. Nervous? Nope. More of excited about it and oh wells, lets just wear the scout uniform. Its hard to digest the news of having to wear full u while emceeing but the reasons do have sense. So there. I will be in scout uniform and I will emcee that night with pride and confidence. C'mon, it is just less than 48 hours away, lets just do our best and make it something we can look back to be proud about. And finally, if you are an audience, sit back and enjoy. Because you will be seeing a gangshow different from the previous ones.

Okay, got to go. Acknowledgments to Ben and JA for the pics . Have to go and study. I love English and Chinese lessons all of a sudden. Is that a good sign? haha. Bye. :)

'I promise to do my best to do my duty to god.'

LESS THAN 48 HOURS TO IT! 

We are always one.

Saw this pictures and want to put it up here too. :)

Haha, being with the ventures rocks, doing all the crazy stuff, especially last night after the campfire at the playground. Yeah, one night after 'O', we will go back there again. Do what we never we do before and something we will never forget for the rest of our lives. I also want to bring the one I love one day there too, just the two of us, looking at the star-lit sky till the next morning.


Now I'm getting scared. Sir telling me that the number of people turning up for our gangshow is 300 to 400 people, more than the previous 2 years. I'm scared, that I will say something wrong on that night. And now, guess what? We have to wear our venture uniform while emcee-ing. Are you kidding me? I am not going to leave it just that. I will think of something good and make sure we do what we want. :)


Okay, I am going have my lunch. Maybe I will add in a video of Jeric's birthday bash or something. Bye.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JERK!

6 MORE DAYS! 

guess who's back? ;)

Haha, who needs friends like this? Let them run if they want to be self-centered.

Only went back to school today feeling like a energetic kid and did survived throughout. (: Went to school on Monday but took yellow form at recess time cause I felt dizzy right from the start of the day. Dad asked me to see the doctor myself and my wallet was short of cash. Dad was busy and mum was overseas, so no one was able to see the doctor with me. ): Luckily my aunt was willing to sacrifice some of her free time to accompany me. Bought me lunch and sent me back home. Thanks aunt! Love you lots. <3

Even though I was having a headache, I was still luckily able to do a-maths. And not long after, I am back to normal. School was again fun, many people missed me, I don't know why, haha. The most funny part of the day was when Louis was reading FHM during a-maths class beside me, and someone else asked him 'walao, why the girl pussy in the sand one?' Okay, I got nothing to say about this. Photo-taking later but will have another session on Friday because 7 people are missing.

I will start making science and humans notes from tomorrow. Must play big catch-up because of the 1 1/2 day absence from school. And Maxi, Let's see who beast up first! GRAH! >:)

10 more days to gangshow!

Hide and Seek ;)

Okay, I finally thought of a new url for my blog, and I pretty much like it. Made a few minor changes and just got rid of people from my links, those that don't update often or announced dead already. So if you can find this blog without me telling you, you are smart ;) For now, I just want to blog with only a few knowing. Alright, I am going back to study. Still having a fever. :(

epic history

Okay, lets talk about today alright? As hours went by, it just went from bad to worse. I just can't describe it. Now we have make an epic edit again to the script?! Dang, I spend my study hours everyday doing this script and we have to be told that it have to change again. Haiz. Yeah, shit happens! When will this end? Can someone please answer me? I want to get back to work but this is really stopping me. I just hope I can endure the next tough 14 days ahead of me.


Moving on, woke up and already felt like shit. Don't even have the mood to go to school but lessons and rehearsals have to move my ass out from the house. POA with KBC, haha always that funny emo teacher. He just makes everybody laugh every lesson. And yeah, I don't have to spend a cent on breakfast every Saturday mornings anymore, he actually buys lots of curry puff every week. I can just stuff myself with 6 at one go! haha. So it was a productive lesson and then to the decline. Rehearsals. It was okay at the start but then it sucks. The way I see the sec 1 actors just dampen my mood. When given simple instructions, can they just move it. Seriously, shit can happen from their mouth but not with their hands. But was quite happy to hear that I am a good MC by shamir sir. I will surely do better on that day.


After rehearsals, played some soccer. This is spoiler of the day. When I ask my team to mark the opponent, they don't listen. Countless number of reminders and they can't follow. But can't blame on them, our opponents were then having all the good players. So to second game, had JJ and Ben koh in the team and guess what? Still lose! Am I born to lose or what? God! Just let me win one time lah! I was just angry with myself. What the fuck happened to me. I need another answer.


Went home after that, watched soccer and lost 2-1 to Chelsea. Haiz, so yeah I lose 3-0 on that day. If you know what I mean. Did the ppt slides and chatted with some good friends. Well that's all. It is really nice to have all these people. They just make my life meaningful. Oh, and so many birthdays are coming up. 1 more month to mine, but oh wells, I won't really care. I never actually got to celebrate my own birthday before because it is always during Mid years.


And thanks JA, you are the best. For helping me with you-know-what. Hopefully it goes through, if not you are my last resort already. :D Let's go to SAJC together man!


I am going to sleep. Seriously, when I wake up later, I want to tell myself to go back to sleep. I want Monday to come!

I will make myself believe.

'My secret to success is self-belief.' - Cristiano Ronaldo

Well, I think its true. There are no boundaries after all, from my point of view. Its just my thought that I won't do be able to do it. From now on, I should have that belief, doing the impossible to set a record is now my goal. So why I am now still thinking that I won't be able to get 10 points? Let's break that wall. ;)

Nowadays, I have been thinking to myself, what cca I am going to join when I go to JC? Hmm, it seems a long way from now, but its better to actually make that decision early. I know I very kan chiong lah! Yeah, like very early. Since there is no uniformed group, it seems sports is what I want then. Because I am those that like to be enthusiastic and not those that just seat in an air-con room doing nothing but use your mouth. So its either rugby or soccer, even though I know it will be impossible to get into the first team, remember, I will believe. I am going to prove to those that is doubting me that they are wrong to the max.

And also, there was a shocking incident I saw recently. It was a sec 1 boy pushing a primary school kid to the floor just because that kid kicked a ball away. Like c'mon, he is just a damn kid. When a kid sees a ball, he will kick it. (Okay, don't start thinking sick.) I just felt like shouting at that sec 1 kid, I hate bullies and it was just a sight that really pissed the hell out of me. I wanted to do something, but something inside me is stopping me from being an extra. I think I was wrong, I should have just done something to help that kid. :(

Should stop now to start editing the emcee script. And I guess I have to look for a study partner, actually anybody. Just someone that is smarter than me, can be fun, a motivator and is not a bastard or bitch. Haha, just anybody that is sec 4! The thought of deleting this blog is running through my mind.

This is just the bomb, do listen!