Gangshow 2010, 17 April.

'To learn your mistakes will you be successful, if you haven't you are a failure.'

'If you already done your best, you can give yourself a pat on the shoulder.'

I'm sorry, I already tried, but it just wasn't good enough. Before it started, it seems I'm the only one with high confidence and yet I'm the only one who shed tears at the end. It felt like I had lost the 'finals'. I was just disappointed with myself. I let everyone down. What I want is to move on, but it isn't easy. It was supposed to be our night, but I had to be the one to screw up your efforts. I know you guys did loads of shit into this and you guys deserved big returns. I am fucking sorry, I shouldn't even be the emcee in the first place. Well, our chance is gone.  I want to forget this day but it will just be that ugly piece of memory that will never get off my back.


Forgive me.