I will make myself believe.

'My secret to success is self-belief.' - Cristiano Ronaldo

Well, I think its true. There are no boundaries after all, from my point of view. Its just my thought that I won't do be able to do it. From now on, I should have that belief, doing the impossible to set a record is now my goal. So why I am now still thinking that I won't be able to get 10 points? Let's break that wall. ;)

Nowadays, I have been thinking to myself, what cca I am going to join when I go to JC? Hmm, it seems a long way from now, but its better to actually make that decision early. I know I very kan chiong lah! Yeah, like very early. Since there is no uniformed group, it seems sports is what I want then. Because I am those that like to be enthusiastic and not those that just seat in an air-con room doing nothing but use your mouth. So its either rugby or soccer, even though I know it will be impossible to get into the first team, remember, I will believe. I am going to prove to those that is doubting me that they are wrong to the max.

And also, there was a shocking incident I saw recently. It was a sec 1 boy pushing a primary school kid to the floor just because that kid kicked a ball away. Like c'mon, he is just a damn kid. When a kid sees a ball, he will kick it. (Okay, don't start thinking sick.) I just felt like shouting at that sec 1 kid, I hate bullies and it was just a sight that really pissed the hell out of me. I wanted to do something, but something inside me is stopping me from being an extra. I think I was wrong, I should have just done something to help that kid. :(

Should stop now to start editing the emcee script. And I guess I have to look for a study partner, actually anybody. Just someone that is smarter than me, can be fun, a motivator and is not a bastard or bitch. Haha, just anybody that is sec 4! The thought of deleting this blog is running through my mind.

This is just the bomb, do listen!