Haha, end of term was today, but it was the first time I didn't get too happy and excited about it. Rather weird. When everyone are like, 'Yes! June Holidays!' We are like ' Fuck, 4 more days to O levels?!' Maybe I will pass, maybe I will fail. If I want to pass, hopefully the SOS I sent to Lady Luck was heard. Haha. Please please please, I just want to scrape through, and get one subject off my chest. But if I fail, I accept, because I don't think last minute hard work will do. Blame myself. I brought myself into this mess, and hopefully I will get myself out of it.
Oh, and got back my result slip, was like damn bad. I think I can kiss SAJC goodbye and hello to SRJC at this rate. Haha. L1R5: 29, class position: 7, level position: 81. fml. It's like a big mountain to climb to reach my goal. Haiz, just try my best lor, if I'm fated to be stupid, then I will land in SR. Haha.
Guess the next few nights will be sleepless ones, random thoughts will just appear. No going out, or anything. But I actually wanted to go for troop camp this year, like it's at Punggol, and I can actually sleep in an air-con room if I went, since I'm a venture already. Haha. But, I sort of lost interest in Ventures, maybe I will just pledge myself to my new CCA in the future and snub Ventures. Everything have to end one day. Okay, guess I have nothing else to say, just that my next post should be after Chinese 'O'. ALL THE WAY! 加油！
Do I really look like a gay and a smoker?
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