No words can match my feelings right now, but this is such a big matter I have to blog this down. When I am up high with confidence, you have to pull me down. Of all people, it have to be you. But fact is, I never like you. Reasons are many, but I'm not saying any here. I had such a good day until you have to blow it off. Guess a least you deserve is a thank you right? I'm already putting my best effort to make sure everything is going well but you have to demoralise me. That isn't cool. I have to applaud you, or maybe treat you to an expensive restaurant , you broke my deadlock of crying. Well, believe it or not, it's the third time this year and I'm starting to think it is natural to cry. What's worse? My parents saying I am being sensitive about this, haha. Even Jesus will side with me. Well, I think there's a positive side of this, my hate towards you have given me the motivation to beat you. Thrash is a much better word. Because I know at the end of the day, it will all pay off and you will be crawling towards your dad in tears. Not me. Fuck you.
Yeah, I had been mugging my ass off for Chinese, which is good. And everything is quite positive so far, but paper 2 is still quite a bitch. I am finding the momentum, I know my breakthrough is coming at any moment and at the right time. All I can say is screw all the negative thoughts, I WILL PASS. I KNOW I CAN. CAN CAN CAN! Miss Wong, sorry but I will be your 'boyfriend' for the next week. Haha.
I just have no motivation to blog. Well, I was wondering what is love for the past few days? Is it just about sex? Or what? I want to feel it. But when? Or never?
Oh, and Inter won the Treble! YAY!
Okay, I feel much better after blogging this down. :)
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