the truth

it's all becoming a norm.

what if all this comes down to nothing?

would it be just a waste of my time?

is this just one of the biggest mistakes im making in my life?

fear.

Orange.

'Finish what you start, tears of joy are made of sweat.'

First post for term 3. Everything is pretty fine so far. Chinese Oral is over, but kind of screwed up. Shocking topic to discuss, it was about why do people take pictures of others when they are not doing something nice in public. So eventually I had to shit my way through. Teacher don't look very convinced, not a pretty good sign, but oh wells. LC will be my last hope, I DON'T WANT TO RETAKE.

Anyway, can say my holidays were fun, the overnights, the world cup, the mugging, the outings, the girls, and the blah blah blah! But sadly all good things have to come to and end. It's halfway through the second week, and I feel my momentum is not here yet. That motivation, sadly missing. I need it back, asap. Because this is make or break. Perseverance! Come on! I have an A-maths test this friday, and I am using that gauge how am I doing. I know I can get full marks for it, easily, no sweat. So let's see whether I will get that. Haha. Prelims, together with English Oral in slightly more than a month, CHIONG AH!

I don't know how to add on, but what I find most cool during the holidays is that my friendship with others have strengthen way lot. Like we weren't even close at all, until the holidays. I don't care what made us better friends, but just find it a blessing that the people around me are awesome. I may have lost some, but I gained some. 


What else... OH! I so never gonna live in a big house after watching paranormal activity. Holy shit, even if I'm very rich, HELL NO! Even if it I am living with a hot wife, still a HELLO NO because it will just turn into an even worse situation. Haha.


Okay, I want to stop here. I want to 'O' level to end quick! I want to play soccer. I want to go gym three times a week. I want to get a job. I want to get a new comp. I want to get a new phone. I want to eat more food. I want to sleep till 12pm everyday. I want to find a girlfriend. I WANT TO ......... 


Bye. <333333

Haha, look at what I was drinking. (: