answer me.

it's nearing the end of 2010. I'm just left speechless that time really pass this fast. Ups and downs scattered throughout this year, but I'll just take the good times with me towards the future. Not to be greedy. This will be my last post of 2010, and I'm just left wondering about this question.

As you guys know... I have been trying to build up my body. And there was this faithful day that while I was running along the park connector, I questioned myself.

Why did I started jogging?

Because I wanted to get into better shape.

Why do I want to get an improved figure?

So that I will look nice.

Why do I want to look good?

So that I can be attractive to the opposite sex.

Why do I want to appear gorgeous infront of the opposite gender?

I want the best girlfriend there is, hot, smart, rich, gentle. The perfect one. The star.

So... why do I want such a girlfriend?

That question is unanswered. I really don't know the key to that question. I'm really clueless.....


Forget about those senseless QA. Well, I did lost weight and much fitter now. Able to run 10km straight without stopping. Accomplishment much for this fat boy here? Hahaha. Shall stop here. God bless you guys!

As the saints go marching in

I just did one of the craziest thing in my life, and since I still have some energy, might as well blog about it before going to bed. Nono, the bbq wasn't the main thing, but the so called hike was. Well, it was midnight already and the trains had already halted their service. So the only way we could go home was to take a cab, which is super ex and they charge 50% more.

Haha, but I think it was me, who suggested the idea of walking from pasir ris back home. Since me, Ben, Zhe Min lives quite close to each other. Worth giving it a shot. Planned a route at costa sands and started our journey. Seemingly an impossible task, but it turned out to be an achievable one. I'm finally home at 5am, while we started the journey at 12+. But you guys are the bomb bomb bomb! Haha, we were just talking about life, money, snsd, girls, sex throughout the walk, so we never got bored. Hehe.

Well, the bbq was okay. Not fantastic or not too bad. Won't elaborate on it. X'mas in a day?! But I still haven't got my church mates any gifts. Shit shit shit! But I just hope they won't blame me or anything, since I'm a newcomer. Just hope so... Shall sleep now. Legs aching like there's no tomorrow. Garh! See ya. Have a blessed merry x'mas!

Buy yourself a motivation

Almost an end to another week, damn it. Ventures meeting today, and we went over to XM's house to do one of our VSS components, which is Home economics. You must be thinking, 'WAH, sure pass one lah!' Well, not exactly. I only passed a miserable 3/7 of the section, garh! Went back home to learn ironing from my mom, thanks mom! But oh well, the rest did well and I'm sure we will be able to get our VSS by the end of 2011. Come on guys! Let's get that Bronze/Silver that we had targeted. And I'm feeling uselss as a Vice-chairman. I am always not assigned tasks or anything, but it might just all change when recruitment starts ba. Haha. So I shall just lepak for a while.

Photos from Seoul Garden on 16 December 2010:

 

Okay, I think I have done enough for this blog tomorrow. Have church service early in the morning tomorrow, better get to bed now. Shall blog soon.

 

Homecoming

Happy birthday Mom! Hope you had a good on yesterday. :) Got myself a G-SHOCK too. Used up like 1/3 of my pay from SITEX, but bleh... It's a watch I've been wanting to get since the start of the year. So yeah. Haha. Sexy right? Woo.

 

Now, I've been stressing over my body. Like how will I be able to get girls if I have a lousy body. (Okay, not that bad lah, but still.) I mean, I know I'm already good in character. (You all know that I'm friendly and gentlemantly. Don't deny.) So, if I am really able to lose some fats and get a slimmer body, I'm sure those packs will come knocking on the door sooner or later. I smell it. For the past few weeks, I've been jogging. So committed to an extent that I tripped during one of my night run. Ouch! Now I'm scared it will leave a scar. :(

Wow, and sometimes. I no longer hate the feeling when you go back home. Because it usually signals the end of the day for you. Not anymore. I rather love being at home now. Being together with my family. Haha. Watching football with my dad and chatting with my mom. I'm not sick or having a fever. I am just a changed boy.

Should be more fun tomorrow, seoul garden with the VLC. Can't wait. And recruitment for the ventures is still stressing me out. Argh!

elevator goes up,

If you have been wondering why I haven't been blogging for so long, it's because my IBM broke down. So I just got a new HP notebook and decided to update the blog since I'm abit bored. O levels are over and holidays have started already. Had grad night, sitex and a lot lah, can't remember. Will try to put everything into one post.


Grad night 2010. Yes! I've finally graduated from SASS, but mixed feelings though. Happy that I am able to switch into a new environment, but sad that I will miss everything. The atmosphere, the friends, the teachers, the malay store. I love them all. 4S1 is the dynamite too, we have all the talents and stuff, from sports to books. Some how, we are just sort of not being very united. That's what I find sad luh. But still an enjoyable class.

 Credits to JJ.

Credits to Sam Ow. Your breakdancing never sucks! Just mesmerizing. :)

Sitex 2010. Haha, it was a good experience, considering this was the first time I am working in such an event. And I guess I did pretty well too for a first-timer. Acer under Courts. I had wonderful colleagues. From Adam(big boss), Marcus(Manager), Juliano(Yandao and joker), Yumseng(The guy that is always so friendly), JiaJun(You should know), Rizwan(Mat!), Natalie, Paul and the cashier(Pumpkin, since I can't remember her name and she is always slacking behind the counter). We are just damn funny lah, whenever we're bored we will mock Natalie. Like talking about her sales ability being proportional to the length of her skirt. Then one day we even mentioned asking her to wear a bikini. Alot of sick jokes. Even my boss was staring at her. And all the swearing we did to each other. :) Good experience, nice to know these lads. I also do hope to work with them again for next year's show too. 

I also recently went to sunday service for the first time. Went to TPMC, which is glen's church. Rather awkward at the start, but he told me to calm down and treat it like I'm going to my girlfriend's birthday party, with many people I don't know. So okay. Everyone is quite nice luh, never guailan me or stuff. But I'm not sure myself whether should I resume this.... I'm loving my way of life now. But if I resume service, I will have to change my ways. I can't afford to have sick thoughts anymore, I can't afford to be the self-centered person which I think I am. There are many negatives about me. Hmmm, maybe I will be a church whore for this period, like go to different churches every week. Then see how lor.

Ventures retreat. FUCK SIAH! Yes, I'm the freaking vice-chairman now. I was happy at the start, but when assigned to being mostly in charge of recruitment. I began to have second thoughts. I just hope I can pull through lah. Must live up to expectations. Urgh, this is more stress than O lvls. FUCK. Must just face the fact, I will defeat this challenge. YEAH!

That's all I can think of. I'm tired. There's still retreat tomorrow. Shag shag shag. Off for now. Bye.

The days of old have dowered us
With gifts beyond all praise,
Our Father make us faithful
To serve the coming days.